I woke up this morning with the understanding that what we had is dead. Only when I felt that sigh of relief slip through my lips did I realize that I don’t even care anymore. It was a long run, I have a lot of great memories and a lot of painful ones too, but at the end of the day goodbye is all that’s left to be said. I love you, I always have and I always will, but it wasn’t enough. You needed more than what I could give you. I love you, Anissa. I’ll miss you until the day I die.